So it was my birthday this week...the big 24!
Now, I am someone who still gets excited for their birthday, but no not this year. I don't know what came over me.
I genuinely felt sad.
All I kept thinking was, "it doesn't feel like my birthday" and it all just felt a bit meh.
I still felt the love by all of my family and friends undoubtedly. Maybe it's true what people say, as you get older, it is just another number. Not exciting at all.
Secretly hoping it's just this year.
I did have a good birthday, but everything surrounding it and during some parts of the day it just felt like a normal day, which I didn't like.
I sound so miserable, I did smile and have fun, honest!
I spent my birthday in Torquay and it was so nice, I just ruined it by crying for no reason, something I like to do a lot apparently, getting all emotional and overwhelmed. My poor boyfriend.
We'd booked a posh restaurant for my birthday, I ended up having a meltdown and we ended up going to a reggae and rum bar to eat burgers and they were amazing!
Maybe it was being away for my birthday that put me on edge, I have no idea. Being a girl is confusing sometimes. Bloody hormones.
Anyway here's to 24, cheers!
Demi x
Now, I am someone who still gets excited for their birthday, but no not this year. I don't know what came over me.
I genuinely felt sad.
All I kept thinking was, "it doesn't feel like my birthday" and it all just felt a bit meh.
I still felt the love by all of my family and friends undoubtedly. Maybe it's true what people say, as you get older, it is just another number. Not exciting at all.
Secretly hoping it's just this year.
I did have a good birthday, but everything surrounding it and during some parts of the day it just felt like a normal day, which I didn't like.
I sound so miserable, I did smile and have fun, honest!
I spent my birthday in Torquay and it was so nice, I just ruined it by crying for no reason, something I like to do a lot apparently, getting all emotional and overwhelmed. My poor boyfriend.
We'd booked a posh restaurant for my birthday, I ended up having a meltdown and we ended up going to a reggae and rum bar to eat burgers and they were amazing!
Maybe it was being away for my birthday that put me on edge, I have no idea. Being a girl is confusing sometimes. Bloody hormones.
Anyway here's to 24, cheers!
Demi x
